I can't really see a doctor at this time...probably won't be able to fully discuss this with a therapist until a couple of years.

I've been wondering if my depression is due to my low cholesterol/low testosterone levels, or if my low cholesterol/low testosterone levels are due to depression. I'm sure the hypothyroid doesn't helps things much. I'm trying to research this all on my own, since therapy isn't really an option right now.

I'm just so damn certain that having depression is taking a physical toll on my body as well as a mental toll....