I don't feel anything when I hear about mass shootings, It is so common these days to hear about all the crime in America I honestly dont care. Yeah i know that makes me sound like a cold heartless human, I still dont care. I dont live in a fantasy world I live in reality. And the reality is this.

I dont know these people, I cant possibly get emotionally upset over every single killing or death around the globe, I do well to keep with deaths in my own small community.

I cant explain why killings around the globe don't affect me. I do well to have empathy for people I know, to extend that empathy to people I don't means I would be constantly upset, given the fact people in America alone die every second of every day.

I do feel horrible and sad when it is child related, but to be honest I stopped keeping up with news from outside of my own Country. I am of no help + there is absolutely nothing I can say or do to make things better, so therefore I totally ignore it and have a peaceful day.

Death for me is interesting, I'm a bit morbid also. I'm not afraid to die, and I wouldn't be sad or go crazy if I was told I had a short time to live. I enjoyed my life tis far and feel grateful for everyday I have to spend alive. What I know for a fact is I wouldn't be missing out on anything if I died tonight. The world is a total mess, and will only get worse. The future doesn't sound Interesting or exciting, the best part of my living years has already passed, and I'm Soooooo happy I got to live in the 70 80 and 90s, every year since has gone down hill. Technology has ruined our kids, and mostly any type of real intimacy. Knowing I had the chance to experience real relationships in real time is so great, so again if I died tonight I am full, happy.

I seriously don't care what is happening outside of my bubble, I'm not or ever was responsible for what happens in other Countries, I do well to take care of myself and those I love, the rest is out of my control so I dont think about it or feel anything but peace in my surroundings.