I'm in the same boat you are. I lost the best job I ever had due to a similar episode. I live with my parents and understand the whole it's been several months and you seem to be halfway stable. My dad pressured me into applying for another job. I considered applying for disability, but decided to at least try one more job. If I feel like I'm starting to loose it I probably will try for disability. I'm at least going to give myself one more chance just to see.