Being abandoned by people I feel any kind of connection to is one of the main issues for which I am in therapy. So yes, I fear my T will for one reason or another abandon me a whole lot. Often my worry is that he'll be fed up with me and kick me out or think I'm too complicated and not want to work with me. Over the two years I've been seeing him, he has always reassured me he wouldn't do such things and I slowly start to trust him on this. I'm still worried sometimes, but a lot less than a year or so ago.