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Originally Posted by Chez3
I forgot to mention this earlier, but I think that he's trying to stop feeling altogether. I think he's trying to get rid of us because we feel strong emotions that he can't really handle, and he's just trying to become a psychopath.
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if you google the word psychopath you will find its a personality disorder (its now called anti social personality disorder - lack of remorse, isolating, non conforming to rules, irritable, aggressive, disregard for safety of one self and others)
my point many people with dissociative disorders sometimes do have more than one diagnosis. and sometimes people with dissociative disorders do have these same problems.
in other words relax, take time to breath. there are lots of people in the personality boards that can help you with what ever your host is going through in regards to acting out in these ways.
this is the dissociative boards so about the dissociation and your host trying to get rid of you all... I am sorry you all are going through this. thought my alters had a bit of a problem, for me I didnt have a problem with this, you see my treatment providers sat down with me and explained that getting the diagnosis didnt change anything. it just answered the question of what has been already going on all my life since before I was 5. they explained to me I was no different than I had always been.
what was confusing and scarey for me was after integration. you see I wasnt one whole personality all my life so I had to learn what that was, learn how to handle having all the memories, learn how to handle having all the emotions, everything that comes with being one whole personality. having my personality chopped up in sections called alters was normal for me, not being chopped up in sections called alters was not normal for me.
I wonder if chez is actually going through this process of becoming whole again. this does not mean you all will be going away or being gotten rid of, just that you all will be combining/ merging back together. that would answer why he is having more problems now then before or as your title says worse. DID isnt the kind of disorder that gets worse. so this would answer whats going on for all of you.
maybe you all can sit down with a mental health treatment provider who can explain whats going on with chez and what it means for all of you and how you all can help each other through what ever is going on. we cant do that for you all we can do is tell you what we did when we were having this same problem and thats what I and my alters did when there was a sudden sense of things getting worse, the treatment providers let everyone know we were not actually getting worse, what they were perceiving as getting worse was actually getting better and merging together to become one whole personality again. maybe this is whats happening to chez.