I'm not nervous in sessions anymore, which I guess is good.

He goes away every summer for three months and when he came back this September I was sure we were done, because we had a bit of a tiff over the summer. But we weren't done. He just talked to me about what happened and kept going. I wasn't nervous going into that session because I'd already accepted he was going to end it and I'd be on my own.

I'm struggling so much to trust him. I told him that. But now I'm afraid he'll fire me because I don't trust him and without trust we can't have a proper rapport. I feel like I can't win no matter what I do.