Hello Couchies. I haven't been around much the past two days. It's always harder for me to get online except on my phone on the weekends. I was super depressed this weekend. The world series didn't help. I don't even like baseball. I only watched because a CA team was in it. Then they had to go and lose for the second time in two years. Lame. I'm really feeling fragile about my grandpa and other stuff I guess. I'm trying to be good and not but its getting pretty hard. I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting with myself. I'm worn out. Kit.