Ugh. I'm feeling so bad and I'm having so I'm trying to decide whether or not to go to the hospital tonight. I probably wouldn't get admitted because I've gone though this before, so do I want to spend $300 and 7 hours or more waiting to get a 7 minute psych consult? Or just call my PDOC and try to get an appointment sooner? I will be at my parents house so I will not be alone and I will be relatively safe, assuming I tell them what's going on. I'm leaning toward the latter because I could just go to bed early and get some sleep and hopefully things will be rosier in the morning. Actually my morning was okay today...just as the day has gone on, I've gotten more and more depressed. There's actually a clinic nearby I could go to as well, which I've never tried but you can stay there for up to 24 hours I think. I'm just not sure if you can check yourself out once you go in. I'm not really sure how it works and whether or not they take my HMO. I could call them I guess and find out. Maybe that's what I should do. Hugs would be appreciated. Kit.