Like alot of people i know with mental illness I've self medicated . I use opioids and in the beginning it was great .It was the first time in earlys I felt good (normal) But it dose not last long and make things 10x worst .Now you can get stimulants from a doctor my roommate did and lifted her right out of her depression .She know longer was laying in bed all day but know she needed meds. to put her to sleep at night and soon ones to get up .She thought it was great but she could not see her self from the outside she was nutty and not a good fun nutty to be around but nutty that would make most people run the other way-FAST!!!!

I was told this by my T along time of go .There is know magic pill as much as i hated hearing that statement over and over again in time I came to learn he was right .