So I talked with T today. She told me that the questions seem to be what's upsetting me. She told me that when a question comes up, to write it down and try to move on. That the questions don't need to be answered right now.

It hurt though. She told me that my relationship with my ex-T is over. That there is no more communication between us. I just can't accept that right now. For some reason I have hope.