I haven't done my homework yet. I can't figure out why -- maybe partially I am embarrassed to have you read my writing. But also, so often you give me homework and then never follow up the next session.

My disordered eating thoughts are back. My self esteem has never been lower. I am debating whether or not to tell you. Last week I told you (you read it on my paper) that something I dislike about myself is that I'm fat and you acknowledged it but, it was at the end of session so we didn't talk about it. I hope you know that this is a big deal to me, because my ED isn't something we talk about much and I know part of that is my fault but it still feels a bit like you don't think it's a big deal even though I've been dealing with it since I was 13.