Yes one time I flipped out and caused damage to someone's property. I was in fit of rage and almost didnt remember it happened. I never did apologize for my horrible behavior. This person in my mind was deserving my bpd traits went Into overdrive and I did it with no premeditation. I'm pretty sure they knew it was me and let me off the hook. Idk, maybe they were as crazy about me as I was about them and couldn't bring themself to seeing me punished 😉 yes 😊 I should have been charged for damages and wasn't. I'd never do that again and might even one day apologize. I felt a lot of guilt and shame once my rage was over, I still feel like a heal for what I did all those many years ago.