Absolutely! I have the semi-hate/semi-love for all friends and family in my life, the extremes of depression and euphoria at the same time. Thank you for your post, it makes so much sense to me. I wish, however, that I had an answer to this type of situation. I don't understand...is this just my personality? Is it bipolar disorder? I have suggested to my therapist that I have BPD traits; she repeatedly says no, I do not. The extremes are exhausting and, in some way, discouraging. To me, it feels like I am never stable.
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