(((( pink )))

a few weeks ago T told me she was proud of me for something I'd done that she was calling a risk. I was proud of it until she said that. As soon as the words came out of her mouth I was slumping down into the couch, frown on my face, saying several times "It was no big deal."

Why do we push away what we want?

And what if it doesn't come back? What if it stays pushed away?