Does anybody wish they were a child again? Even at 15 I wanted to be 5 again. Now id like to just stay 9. What pleasant memories. Bipolar hadnt surfaced, we went on vacations to the house my grandparents had built in Canada. My dad wasnt an alcoholic yet- everything was idyllic and wonderful. Now its just bipolar bipolar bipolar (see my sig) and being dirt poor and the paperwork that goes with it (mind numbing).