What an awful feeling. I think my T is happy to see me extra. In the beginning she told me when she saw my name on her calendar she was pleased. Now when I book extra times (via the office admin), she seems surprised but happy. But I have had times where I felt she was trying to get rid of me. I brought it up and she said it was all me projecting (when the fault is hers, she takes ownership, so I believe her when she said this was all me).
Do you feel comfortable addressing it with her?