Just got a call from my boss drug screen and background check came back totally clean, I go an hour away for training which will last for three days, then I will have to train with another referral cordnator for a week. So by the time I see the cardiologist I will be back to my office, and my boss said just to take a long lunch for the Cardiologst appointment and work later than the scheduled shift. I’m so excited but at the same time I’m going to need a ton of Starbucks because I am not used to mornings and the Seroquel sometimes causes morning hangover.

My meds seem to be keeping me stable and in check, plus the boyfriend and therapist have both said if I start getting anxious or having panic attacks to call them no matter the time.

Today is my last day of freedom for a while so the boyfriend and I will be kidnapping my little cousins and taking them trick or treating followed by a movie, they really want to see a House with a Clock in its Walls.

I am also getting my Bachlor’s degree in Healthcare Adminstration and the Clinic Practice Manager will let me be her assistant and help her manage so it’s like an internship on top of a really good job.

I’m feeling happy for the first time in a long while. The boyfriend said my smile is finally reaching my eyes again. I guess for a while with that depression made me have dead eyes.

Hugs to everyone