auditory hallucinations with severe depression. --not fun--

i saw visions while severely manic. I don't know that I'd call them "visual hallucinations," per se; its more like...

once I totally lost it, it was all on my mind's eye, fast moving imagery, like a movie or something. the closest i came to bona fide visual hallucinations was floaters, and that may have been hypertension and sleep deprivation. :-(

but yeah...not fun, not fun. I'm fortunate that the "atypical" tranquilizer works so well for me. The anti-seizure drugs...ugh...hit or miss, honestly. I think trileptal caused some low mood, even straight up depression.

hopefully, i wont get tardive dyskinesia. (fingers crossed...)