I've usually needed hospital this time of year, whether or not I've been. I don't feel like I do need right now, and I'm hoping the med changes will help. Last year, I went homeless in December, which I probably needed hospitalization then, too. It was 7 degrees Fahrenheit out and I was sleeping in my truck. I was hospitalized for two weeks in winter 2016. It goes on and on. I usually feel BAD from about late October through February. Gonna shower and go out for a while now. I've kinda been invited over somewhere and I want to go but I don't feel like going. I really want to climb under my covers and sleep until the sun's out again. It's almost dark and not even 7 yet.