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Old Oct 31, 2018, 09:58 AM
boogiesmash boogiesmash is offline
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Originally Posted by Nowinners View Post
Like Wild Coyote said, depression sucks, sorry you are depressed.

I feel like my bipolar traits make me more reactive to my environment so whenever I have been unemployed, under stress (finances, job) or without social support, I fall into a dark hole if it goes on too long. I feel high when life is good. Maybe the highs wouldn't be possible without the lows? What I despise most about being depressed is that I can no longer laugh. I absolutely love laughing with others or reading/watching something that makes me laugh.

Is my recollection correct that you live by yourself? Are you employed right now? I think having a job where you enjoy your coworkers is helpful though maybe I can only do that because I am not currently depressed and on a lot of drugs.

I hope you feel better soon.
I do live by myself and I am employed. Both are adding to the problem. Loneliness and holidays coming are triggering me.

Work, some co workers and management are really pissing me off. I am seriously considering quitting and having a lawyer sue for all the **** I have been through and all the physical and mental downfalls of my health.
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