His issue with trusting me is because back in April I tried to take my life. I was in hospital for a week.

I had been in his office earlier that very day and gave absolutely no indication that anything was wrong or that I had even been considering suicide. I told him everything was good. So now when I say everything is fine, he doesn't trust that I'm being honest with him, which is fair enough. He doesn't work with suicidal clients, but he did give me a second chance, so we are still working together although sometimes it feels like I'm just hanging on by a thread with him.