Dear T. I should probably tell you about how I was almost ready to go to the ER. It's better now, it's not so strong and active. The thoughts have chilled somewhat. I'm not in crises now. So now it would be okay to tell you. I don't know how you would react. You seemed pleased when I told you I went to the ER before when I had thoughts like that. But this time I didn't go. So I wonder how you would feel? Kit.