I know he knows why I came over, he just chooses to make me feel like he is the victim. That I am the one that messed up and feels like I have to suck up. I sent a message last night saying that I wanted to start over, that I missed him when were not talking or seeing him and he just ignored me. I waited all day for him to say something. I texted and called and nothing. Just said that was busy at work. I really wish that I could turn off my feelings and stop thinking and needing to communicate with him. I truly feel I’m messed up!!!