Hi, Parva, I'm sorry you had this experience.
Thank you for posting this. I agree that these warnings are always needed.

This would never happen in my therapy because my T is happily married and has strict boundaries. I know if he asked for a kiss or even for sex, I would say yes. I don't think it's because of transference/attachment or something. I just want to feel loved, I want to know that someone can kiss me or just touch me without vomiting lol (I've never had a relationship, so I think that I'm so disgusting that no one would kiss me or anything even for money).