Hi,

No, you're absolutely not complaining too much at all, and thanks for sharing.

Wow, those are some strange hallucinations. Obviously quite awful for you. Hugs.

Stay strong within yourself please, I think it might be a good idea to open up and tell your therapist everything, including the wish to increase your self harm activity. Yes, tell your therapist you need their support around that, Só leigheas. I wish I had a cure. It's good to see you utilizing and trying everything to overcome your difficulties, too. That's a sign of great strength.

((((Só leigheas))))