Hi Friends,

Lately I am having issues again getting the past out of my head and the people I think that wronged me, and how I still feel how some of them have power over me, and ultimately I am not allowed to be happy.
For those who have not seen my prior posts, I am a divorcee with two daughters I cannot see. It is affecting me a lot, and has affected me a lot. And plus I feel I live a reality in which I am not allowed to be happy. Where everything is supposed to be misery, pain and darkness.
I want to scream out or cast some spell like a warlock and have everyone on my black list feel three times the pain that they have inflicted on me.
I believe we live in a world of **** and one cannot be decent to people anymore, trust no one and one has to become the predator to avoid being hurt.
As you can see I am still messed up inside. And I am begging for some good advice.
Thank you in advance,
Kindest regards,

Eladio