I wasn’t looking for her to beg me to stay. I was just curious on her thoughts. My friend thought her boundaries were way to strict. My T is very big on keeping everything ethical.

This may sound weird but during the 4 years I have seen her I went through the worst episodes of my life. I did ECT and lost a lot of memories and had trouble forming new ones. So even though I knew those memories were gone I had her to fall back on to remember things. Now I feel like that safety net is being taken away and those years will be lost forever.