I only took 3 of my meds today -- lexapro, Lipitor, and Ritalin. I didn't take my Rexulti or my Lamictal. Didn't take my PRN Klonopin either (not that I take it often, but just stating that I didn't take it).

I feel better without the lamictal and rexulti. I don't think I will end up taking them again. I just don't see the benefit in them. I wish I could go off my lexapro too, but I get nauseous from stopping that, so that's something I'll have to figure out later.

I'm pretty content right now and I feel that my meds are just holding me back. I was able to concentrate SO WELL today without the lamictal. Rexulti doesn't really affect my concentration so much (at least I don't think), but it's just an added pill like lexapro that needs to go. I'm thinking about cancelling my upcoming pdoc appt in December because I'm sick of meds.

Meds just cost too much $$$ and I don't need them. For me, they're just a bunch of sugar pills with bad side effects.

This is not about me hating meds simply because of their side effects. This is about me hating meds because I think they're useless and do nothing for me.