I don’t even know how to feel right now. After trying all day to stop thinking about my ex boyfriend, I answered his call. Like every time we ended up fighting. I told him that for 2 weeks, I have been trying to fix things with him calling and texting him and he has shown little interest in even talking to me. I asked that he would leave me alone. I work only on weekends at my family’s restaurant and he said that he would come over to talk to me there. I got so annoyed, I chased him for 2 weeks, I felt miserable, mistreated and used and now he wants to talk and then not only that but going to my job to do so. I’m so done! This guy could not keep on manipulating me!!! I sat down today and decided to make a list of the things I liked and didn’t about him. I could only write down 3 things I liked vs 13 I didn’t like. I don’t want to make me sound like a victim because I'm not! But I’m a caregiver, when I’m with a person, I make them the center of my world. I tried to please him in every way that I can. I did try to make it work! So, oh well, it didn’t, life goes on!!! This is an emotional roller coaster.