I wanted to let you guys know that I did finally see my pdoc today, or should I say "a" pdoc. Mine retired and they haven't permanently replaced him yet. It was not the greatest experience in the world. The bottom line is that they can't prescribe anything for me until my entire medical team (basically) meets and does some research (because of my many other prescriptions and my numerous medical conditions). They are not sure yet what they can do for me. It scares the hell out of me that I don't know how much longer I will have to live like this...how much longer I can live like this. Anyway, they are supposed to start working on it Monday. I'm off the point. The point was that she's is gonna try to get me refered to a therapist that can help me with the relationship and communication issues that I have that stem from my childhood. I just thought you guys might want an update. Thanks for all your input.