I was about to write something very similar to this. I never purposefully lie, but I do often downplay emotions or tell her I’m okay when I’m not. I keep doing this thing where I’m very upset, but I play it off like everything is totally cool and then when I get to my car, I start crying my eyes out. But, I do tell T about that later. I’ll also downplay things in my past when she points out that it must’ve been hard, I pretend like it’s not a big deal.