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I’m having mild, passive suicidal thoughts tonight. And I’m wondering why. I don’t want to act on them, I guess you could call them an intrusive thought that my mind has gotten stuck on. Perhaps I’m stressed and it’s my mind’s way of crying out for relief. At any rate, it’s annoying. Anybody else get these occasionally?
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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