So, the deal is.. I've always struggled with eating. And self-esteem.. and all that stuff.

Now.. I'm 5'2/5'3 and weigh 124.. Less than I ever have.. And I when I look into the mirror.. I look worse than I looked when I weighed 138. And the worst thing.. My collarbones are nowhere to be seen. Can they just sink in, or is it just my mind playing tricks on me?

I feel so terrible. I know I'm in the perfectly healthy weight range, but I feel sick, obese, I don't feel beautiful, and I don't enjoy even trying make up on anymore, because it feels pointless.. It can't make me any more beautiful, it will only emphasize my faults.

I'm sorry to come off with this self-pity.. But I just want to know if this is common?

Thanks for reading.