I always felt insecure about myself, I’m not outgoing and I always kept to myself. I’ve been cheated on multiple occasions and I guess I’ve never been able to put things in the past. But I could distinguish if they are right or they are wrong. I don’t think that any man while on a day will leave your side to go talk to other women. And it’s not normal that he will receive calls and text messages from 3 different women while you are together. I mean yes of course I got jealous but I feel I had a reason to. I’ve been through a lot but I never had this happen to me. I do know that you could have friends of the opposite side but what the text messages read did not sound like were just friends. (Why did you hang up is Karen) or (I’ve missed you). I guess writing about this kind of open my eyes. Things were not right. I don’t believe it’s normal that you’re with your girl and decide to pay more attention to other women.