I’m lonely and isolated now. “When someone acts like they don’t care, believe them.” I’m tempted to call my parents to reiterate how much their ghosting me hurt me and that is why I want as little as possible to do with them. But what I really want from them is to treat me with love and stop being shyts. But they won’t.

My mom called me yesterday only to tell me to go on Facebook to see her post about her newest book she self published and the kind comments from a famous author who is somewhat of a family friend. She just wanted me to go on there to give her kudos.

I don’t even know what this new book is about. Instead of treating me with love she was busy writing it. Her books are insipid. She paints things as she wants them to be with her as the beloved heroine.

I said it was flattering about his comments but he doesn’t know the truth. And I told her how my sister has never spoken to me again and how my husband finally had to text my niece and ask her to just F’n refriend me, how incredibly hurtful it was to me. I told her I don’t go on stupid Facebook anymore. She said “okay” nothing more. Click.