Wow, I have a similar fear that I was unable to overcome for many many years. Congrats on taking steps towards overcoming your fears. Growing up, amusement parks and rides were a favorite. In fact, I wanted to try them all, the faster the better. Now, I realize that my subconscious has told me there is danger here. I shouldn't be greedy or push my luck. Long story short, I now steer clear of amusement parks altogether and found new interests to replace that kind of fun. To be honest, I think I would rather spend a week's pay on games than ride one more topsy tervy ride. Sorry my story is not as successful. Thank you for the post. It has been a while since I thought about this topic