I literally feel like crying right now! I knew I’m not a psycho like he made me sound. 2 weeks i’ve been driving myself crazy thinking and going over everything that happened. He is a little arrogant and none of my family likes him much. He is not a person that I would date at all. He is this party person, drinks a lot when he drinks and wants to be the comedian. Me, I’m the quiet, barely drink and I’m ok with Netflix at home. I work at my family restaurant and bar and I met him there. He requested me on Fb and would write on messenger. I live in PR and we still didn’t have electricity at home and I only had celular signal in town, every evening my daughter and I would go to download shows so we could watch during the night at home. This day a tire got flat so we went to go to put air on it and our normal routine. Our car battery died, I couldn’t call anyone because we live in the country side, no telephone, no wifi, no cell signal reception. And just then he sent a message and came to my rescue. After that he would always ask me out and I would always come up with an excuse. 2 months went but one day he said you owe me. We went out and I had an amazing time! He was a gentleman, didn’t even try to kiss me. We went out again and soon after things started to get more serious. We would see each other every day, things were nice but I always told my brother that I knew that he was really nice to me but that I had a feeling he was going to change. I just knew! I would go over his apartment and bring dinner or cook over and stay until he would go to bed. Then things started to change, I would say something and he would start yelling and screaming at me. I would get mad, get my things and come home. The next day I would wake up to a nice message and forget everything and go on. I work only on weekends, so while I was a work he would go to hang out at bars until I got home, it never really bothered me but then one day I asked what did he do and he said I’m not a little kid, I don’t have to tell you everything I do. I was shocked, I find that as serious as we were, we’re spending the nights at each other’s houses, and I can’t ask?... The were so many shady things I could go on and on. I know it’s long, lol! Sorry!!! I always knew and I put myself in that situation! I didn’t even wanted to date him, he is like 150 lbs overweight, is always so negative and such bad temper and I still fell for him. I can’t believe that I wanted him back. There a lot of bad memories and as far as for the good ones, something bad always followed!!! Thank you so much for your replies, I like to be at home so when I’m feeling down, I come here and let it all out, at work when I’m not busy I’m always thinking and I hate to think so much! It hurts to know I let him be so manipulative...