In my heart, I can feel your presence. Not all the time, but from time to time, I feel you near me. Last night, my friend randomly started playing that Metallica song on his guitar, and my heart knew it was a message from you. Did you see me cry outside your office earlier in the day? It was really pathetic, wasn't it?

My mind doubts, as always. But my heart knows. I know you are still around, and you check on me from time to time. I'm still sad anyway because I can't see you or talk to you or hug you. I miss you.