Have you ever felt like you've lost something you can never get back, eve though you desperately want it - like a trusted, dear friend that had to distance themselves for their own sanity. As much as he says he wants to be in my life, he still distances himself. I miss him so much that it makes me feel sick sometimes. How do you deal with it?? How do you just let go, when you feel you've lost one of the greatest, most loving friends you've ever had?? Please help. Thanks. - Mary / PaintedTurtle