He never shared with me why he's pulled away. I just assume it's because I've been sick so often in the past, participating in dangerous, self destructive behaviors, suicide attempts,multiple hospitalizations. He helped mre get through a round of ECT treatments. I just assume it was too much and he won't talk to me, so I can't know for sure what happened or what I can do to repair it, if anything. I'm just heart-broken. Thanks for responding - Mary - PaintedTurtle