Yeah, I know how you feel. I take 5 meds. I've gotten so used to taking them that I can actually swallow my whole evening dose at one time, quite a circus performance. My morning dose has to be taken individually because I'm too drowsy for theatrics. I must admit that it's the fact that I have to take all these pills that reminds me that I'm bipolar on a daily basis. But I know that they work and that I need to be disciplined about keeping them refilled. Heck I just came back from the pharmacy with refills. Seems like I'm there every other week because my pdoc staggered the prescriptions.