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Old Nov 05, 2018, 05:27 PM
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Originally Posted by piggy momma View Post
I think I've been fortunate. I've never not felt comfortable with a T...with my current T, we were friends for a few years before we switched to therapist/client, then I left him for about nine years, and went back a year ago. I feel like I can tell him anything, just not always to his face. Sometimes it takes a text or an email.

Have you considered talking with your T about your feelings? There is significant research that supports the outcome of therapy being based on the client/therapist relationship. It's worth bringing up.
No I haven't thought of that. I like her it's just she is just working on things that make me feel gross inside. I dont look at her often. Mainly I just stare at a picture on the wall and think about how much I dont want to be talking about that. Then last session when we were talking and I was looking at her I dissociated and looked like an idiot. I still have no memory of what we were talking about when I dissociated. It's not her its me. She does look at me alot and that bothers me but its normal. It's not her its me.