Found out H did not get the job he interviewed for He has a different interview this Friday, and I hope the outcome is better.

I feel so guilty with having the BP and not being able to work and contribute to finances, but every time I try, the more and more I decompensate, the worse and worse it gets. This was not the life I ever imagined myself having.

I see the T tomorrow, the pdoc on Wednesday, rheumatologist on Thursday. I hate having so many appointments.