" I don't even know what that means when I type it. I don't go looking for her. I just know I feel better about that time in my life. I am kind of scared if I go looking for her, I will not find her, and that would make me feel bad, like through healing her, she had become obliterated. "

When I read this, I started crying...hard. It struck me very deeply somewhere inside. I don't know why. Thank you so much for sharing all of this. It has touched me.
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