When I had my suicide attempt I did it right after being in his office. He obviously found out. I tend to take way too much Ambien at times. I’ll end up “drunk texting” him and he knows I’m high. So, not very good at hiding it, and not sure I’d want to. I want him to be able to help me with my problems, and missing rx and otc drugs is one of them. So I’m pretty open. He’s never flipped out on me.