I have. I told them I was thinking of suicide, knew how I would do it but I didn't have a specific plan and that I was afraid I'd be impulsive and hurt myself which deep inside I knew I didn't want. They signed me up for a bed immediately.

(This may be related to my having been in the same hospital when I wrote a letter to tell them if they sent me home in 2 day as planned I intended to hurt myself. They were very concerned I was writing suicide notes while IP. I think they really trust me when I say impulsive after that).

I hope you feel better NOW and that you go to the ER if you need it. I know it is scary but it keeps you safe and helps with fixing meds so you don't feel so bad after you leave.