For me, right now, it's fear and hopelessness. i just found out that in addition to the heart problems 9mostly corrected with surgery now), type II diabetes and an ulcer that recently formed and almost bled me to death, they now think I have significant blockages in the arteries in my legs. I had a CT Scan today and should know shat the game plan is by the end of the week. In my heart, I know it will be okay, but still I am terrified and I hate it. - Mary / PaintedTurtle