My Support Forums - View Single Post - Dear T:I Really Need to Tell you Something... Part XXXVI

RaineD · Nov 06, 2018, 12:00 AM

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Originally Posted by annielovesbacon

suicide tw

Possible trigger:

I came so close to killing myself tonight, honestly the only thing that stopped me was knowing that a lot of people are relying on me to show up to something tomorrow. I considered driving myself to the ER, too, which is saying something because you know how terrified I am of hospitals. But what happens if I go? Will I get checked in? Will I see a therapist in the hospital? Will that make me feel like I'm betraying you? I'm so scared. I wish I could talk to you but I can't see you for three more weeks. I'm really really scared.

I know your school's clinic has really restrictive policies on how you can contact your T. But is there any way for her to give you her email address or something? Or is there any way for you to see her more frequently, like once a week instead of every three weeks?

I'm hoping there's a way for your T to give you more support. This is crazy--not being able to see her or talk to her when you clearly need her. Can the clinic or your T make exceptions for emergencies?