to the posters that have responded to my dear t posts:

my coworker got a cash advance from our job and went and bought me the $35 plan b pill. I'm paying her back Thursday when we get paid. I took it yesterday, all seems ok for now

I'm extremely grateful for her. I'm grateful for my job and my ability to make some friends now and connect w people. before I was so isolated I didn't really speak to anyone... even at my first job it took me a year to talk to my coworkers casually

so yes I'm ok. thankful. and going to be safer if there's a next time.