I told my t about my obsession with him. of course he knew way before I finally verbalized it. t says he it makes sense I experience this given what I've been thru and that he understands it's intense at times. he's said before that he understands where my need for his attention come from and he wishes he could give it to me

you've been pretty open with your t before about scary feeling things. do you think you could ever vaguely say how often you think of him?